十三个原因第四季

终于完结，我刚翻自己朋友圈，2017.4.25看完第一季最后一集，写下一条try to understand.这部剧将为我生命中不可磨灭的一部分，真的让我哭的一塌糊涂。我非常能理解高中的痛，被恐惧支配，生怕秘密被别人发现，尽管有良师益友，如今也渐渐不再联系。身边只有一个人可以跟我聊这个剧，分享我的感受和想法。我很感谢dylan把clay这个角色演的那么完美，最后一集也加入了自己生活中的点滴，每次流泪让我无比揪心，很想去保护你。我是个颓废的青年，但我会努力活下去，我会相信你最后的演讲，去看这绚丽多彩的世界。

比第三季好很多。虽然但是，我还是很喜欢Winston，颜太对我了... Everyone is so fucking broken!! Especially Clay, being so overwhelmed, and what the fuck, his the one causing troubles and drawing attentions all the time, and being afraid at himself at the same freaking time?? And Justin too, broken from the beginning... Why the fuck Justin had to die?? He is finally getting better, having a better life, and it all just goes away, like that? Like he freakin didn't deserve it, what the fuck?? Is everyone in .... so freaking open? Or it's just drama? I mean, they get into a relationship so quickly, come and go so easily all the damn time, well, sorry I don't know any shit about relationships. But for Winston, like why Monty?? His not even being kind to him, is it because he saw something different inside Monty that no one ever does, not even himself? And what the fuck man, he just dropped everything off, because he loved the two guys, and he don't want to hurt Alex?? But, think of it again, yeah, what else can he do when he knew the truth? It would be so easy if the ONE is Jessica, but it's not... And wow, these high school kids are so fucking crazy, shouting and arguing at the principals, starting a riot with the officers, fooling the adults and the cops (which they actually don't) like really, wow man. Speaking of cops, wow again, that they actually figured it out and decided to covered it up too. Is it lucky that Winston didn't make a move to the cops? Cuz clearly the cops know, and they ACTUALLY closed the case. I really don't know what to say about this, whether their actions are right or wrong. I mean they are covering up for the kids, so Alex can stay 'innocent', have a normal live, or so they think. But how about Monty, let the dead bury the dead and have the titles on because he's dead? Well, how selfish people are, but, what to do? And this fucking drama really influence my language, I mean, will this app even censor the words??? Fuck I don't know, and I don't care. It's 9am and I didn't sleep at all this whole fucking night. Anyways, their speeches are really inspiring, for me. Feels like it takes a lot of experiences, damages, hurts, and to go through a lot shit, to actually understand, and say all those words out. Truly, admire. I just hope one day, I'm able to do a speech like them, I didn't mean that kind of 'dark' shit, but to talk like them, confidently and bravely in front of the audiences, I truly hope it, one day.

这一季编剧和导演…真的是把观众当傻子了…上一季也这样

一点上帝视角都不给开

很多我觉得很莫名其妙

但就American style？？

为了这个男人，我要疯了

眼睛无辜纯洁的小鹿般

嘴唇却一直在说吻我

god！！！

这个男的为什么不火？？！

哈哈哈(ಡωಡ)hiahiahia

第一季立意太高，太悲情太现实，在原著加持下剧情和角色人设都没啥问题

第二季翻白眼翻到头痛

第三季开始调整心态，在屎里找糖，莫名嗑到Winston跟Monty

没想到最后一季主创们对gay角色宽容了几万倍

没有刻意卖腐

没有耽丑

没有neng死gay角色

没有把他们当工具人

让我实实在在地从第一集嗑到最后一集

当中也不乏讨论了比较hit的社会校园话题

降低期待值来看这部剧果然快乐很多

⚠️剧透⚠️

因为太甜了

忍不住开帖来写写Alex的男人（们）

Alex真的赢很大

本季名为「49个原因之10个你变gay的原因」

❗️首先是一号好基友Zach❗️

个人认为Zalex亲这一下除了满足粉丝们的需求外

也是让Alex这个前几季都是直男人设过度到基佬做个铺垫

（我没记错的话Alex之前对Jessica爱的死去活来，也叫过🐔）

从个性上来看

Zach这几季都处于自暴自弃的状态（算是吧）

自己的感情生活也是处理的一团糟

无暇自顾下也很难去照顾好自杀未遂后得了创伤性脑损伤且容易情绪波动的Alex

还有就是Zach的宇直人设比起Alex更不易推倒

竹马组Zalex还是做回好基友比较现实

于是乎这对第二季人气最高的男男cp就酱被拆了

❗️接着是二号间接杀夫遗孀Winston❗️

Winston背负了太多

一开始很难相信他不是带着目的来接近Alex的

两人都算是伤痕累累的状态

不得不说编剧让“真凶”和“探员”有一腿这个设定太炸了

其实看到后面Winston是真心喜欢Alex的

他成功让Alex坚定了自己的性取向

但是Winston感觉上跟Alex撞号了

不只是攻受方面

在性格方面也都是偏阴柔偏被动

也许在一起久了之后除了要烦今晚谁做1之外

一方闹情绪

另一方不是开导对方而是情绪闹得比对方还要狠😂

综上，俩人分开也算是情理之中

❗️最后就是呆萌四分卫Charlie了❗️

貌似他上一季就出现了

然而我真的一点印象也没有

编剧真的很会耶

在Alex转基的过程中

如果Zach是启蒙，Winston是导师的话

那么Charlie就是Alex的Mr. Right了

Charlie自信，阳光，主动，体贴，绅士

最重要的是他很在乎Alex

会偷偷观察对方，知己知彼

必要时送上自己的关心

一开始把握好距离，不疏不密

在适当的时候给予支持和陪伴

在对方迷茫的时候不强迫对方

靠自己的行动赢取对方的尊重和欢心

因此，Charlex相比前面几对而言是最合理的

1⃣️接近

在被Winston打开新世界大门之后的Alex

却被Clay告知其背后的秘密

只好忍痛割爱

Charlie知道了后开始对Alex展开攻势

先是在camping时的深情凝望

再找机会抚慰一番

最后来个定情信物（饼干）

Charlie见缝插针地接近Alex

在party上又拿饼干引诱他

2⃣️表白

在枪械演习中

Alex恐慌症发作

Charlie一直对Alex不离不弃

最后互诉衷肠

3⃣️纠结

Alex被Jessica拒绝

被Zach拒绝

自认为被Winston利用

背负着杀死Bryce的内疚

这下有个这么完美的Charlie

这时的Alex就像一只小刺猬

怕再次伤害自己

也担心伤害到对方

很难不犹豫吧

Titanic的梗笑死我

4⃣️接纳

校园骚乱中

看到Charlie被防暴打趴在地上

Alex才知道自己想要什么

接纳了全新的自己

也接纳了对方

于是开始甜甜的Twink Love

❤️同床

❤️见家长+出柜

❤️毕业舞伴邀请

❤️Prom King & King

❤️腻歪

❤️初恋x正宫

实在是佩服编剧

基本把青春片里我想看的桥段都安排上了

让我爆笑或姨母笑的戏份都落在Charlex身上

如果没有这条线也许我也就只能给两星了

毕竟第二季跟第三季太难看

最后想简单聊一下上一季我ship的唯一cp

在毕业舞会上

Winston和Monty的人鬼情未了

跟Alex和Charlie相比之下

显得凄美好多

是什么让Winston爱Monty爱得这么死去活来

为了一个曾经狠狠揍过自己不承认彼此关系的深柜

来到满是陌生人的高中展开调查

遭到一群杀人凶手or帮凶的排斥及冷眼

这真的值得吗

也许爱真的很盲目

就像在Winston跟臆想中的Monty跳的最后一支舞时说的

Winston爱上的只是虚无缥缈的一个idea

他们彼此之间都不怎么了解

偏执也好

正义感作祟也罢

最后Winston自己也释怀了

送走了执念中的Monty

放手迎接新生活

Live with the living

最后的最后

Alex向Winston坦白了自己杀了Bryce的事实后

Winston决定把收集到的罪证交给Alex

放弃为Monty伸张正义

Winston最后跟Alex的表白太动人

Winston值得更好

End

Bonus Time：

啧啧啧 原来Charlie对Alex的注意始于第三季第二集Monty跟他吐槽Alex

Alex跟Jessica和Justin之间辣眼睛的三角恋（真是辛苦麦解接了）

Alex霉霉上身Blank Space即视感

第三季第五集Alex跟Winston的初见

终于知道为什么对第三季的Charlie毫无印象，基本上从第一集到第十集都是在Monty旁边当布景板，一闪而过的那种，到了第十一集才有对白，作用就是栽赃Monty，跟Alex0⃣️对戏

身材soso惹

这里的Charlie还失焦了

Charlie邀请一个叫Betty的女生参加Homecoming

原来第三季Charlie就喜欢搞这么多花样，邀请女生参加Homecoming都弄得这么大阵仗。到了第四季没想到Alex不吃他这一套，折腾好几次之后才答应去prom，Alex果然驯郎有方，把金毛Charlie吃得死死的

直到第三季最后一集Charlex才有共处一室的机会 而且是群戏

然而在最后一集最后一个场景Charlie直勾勾盯着走过的Alex几秒钟是编剧为第四季埋的伏笔吗😂

Ep1 Winter Break

Heatwave / Lean [Jessica and the group prepare Justin’s Welcome Home party]

For a While / Fenne Lily [Jessica and Justin chat at the end of his party]

XYZ / Flasher [the Future Fair]

Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea / MISSIO [Alex and Zach walk along the rooftop]

Harm / IO Echo [during Clay’s journey home from therapy]

Fear The Future / St. Vincent [ ending credits ]

Ep2 College Tour

STRANGE DAYS / HEALTH [Clay and Justin walk to school]

Not My Story / Cable Ties [Clay and Zach skip the college tour to attend a fraternity party]

The Breath of Light (Chris Liebing Burn Slow Remix) / Lost Under Heaven [Winston and Alex talk on the college campus tour]

Noise of the Void / Drab Majesty [ Zach talks to Chloe on the stairs ]

Behave / Summer Cannibals [ ending credits ]

Ep3 Valentine's Day

Princess Diamond (Feat. Kelsey Bulkin) / Kero Uno, Kelsey Bulkin [ the HO meeting ]

Batgirl / Kahikko, Kantola [ Ani and Clay walk into the Valentine’s Day dance ]

Can’t Stop Your Lovin / Poolside, Panama [ Tony and Tyler DJ the dance ]

I’ll Come Too / James Blake [ Clay and Ani talk and slow dance ]

All Da Way / Allday [ Clay receives a phone call from Monty’s phone at the dance ]

Maybe in the Summer / SASSY 009 [ Justin attempts to stop Zach from returning to the dance ]

Losing It / FISHER [ Tyler leaves the dance after answering a mysterious phone call ]

Maze / Juice WRLD [ Clay walks back into the dance, covered in fake blood ]

Riding / ESKMO [ ending credits ]

Ep4 Senior Camping Trip

I See the White / Jess Williamson [ Jessica returns home to chat to Ani ]

Ep5 House Party

Better That Way / Tusks [ at Monet’s, as Jessica talks to Justin ]

The Way it Goes / Sneaks during the party ]

Tiny Dancer / Elton John [Clay and Zach sing this at the party]

Shake That (Wiggle Wiggle) / Like Son [ Clay talks to Valerie ]

I Was A Widow / SASMI, Dustin Payseur Clay and Valerie have sex ]

Under The Moon / 070 Shake [ Tony fights in the ring ]

Why me / LoneMoon [ Jessica and Justin talk in the kitchen ]

Shimmy (feat. Blackillac) / MISSIO, Blackillac [ Clay is confronted by Valerie’s boyfriend ]

My Body / Young the Giant [ Zach and Clay are speeding ]

Ep6 Thursday

Today I’ll Have You Around / Florist [ Starts playing when the active shooter drill comes to an end ]

Melt The Guns / XTC [ ending credits ]

Ep7 College Interview

No Songs

Ep 8 Acceptance/Rejection

2020 /Maserati [ at the beginning of the episode, during Clay’s 2060 dream ]

Black and White / Parquet Courts [ Zach and Alex destroy the office ]

The Modern World / The Jam [ during the school walk-out protest ]

Sundown / Gordon Lightfoot [ ending credits ]

Ep9 Prom

Can’t Take My Eyes Off You / Frankie Valli [Ani sings this song to Jessica as she asks her to prom]

Love Me Like the World is Ending / Ben Lee [ Charlie asks Alex to prom ]

You’re Not Good Enough / Blood Orange [ Clay gets ready for prom ]

Lick in Heaven / Jessy Lanza [ Diego speaks to Jessica and Ani ]

Banana Ripple / Junior Boys [ Clay, Alex and Charlie arrive at prom ]

Over Here / Mk.gee [ Tony and Caleb sit next to Clay at prom ]

The Good Side / Troye Sivan [ Winston dances with an imaginary Monty ]

Would You? / Richard Swift [ Alex and Charlie’s first dance together as prom kings ]

Carry On / Tkay Maidza, Killer Mike [ Everyone starts dancing to this song ]

Best Part / Daniel Caesar, H.E.R. [ Jessica and Justin dance together ]

Give Yourself A Try / The 1975 [ Clay asks his mum to dance to this song ]

True Feeling / Galantis [ The final song to play at prom ]

Ep10 Graduation

The Shape of a Storm / Damien Jurado [ Tony returns home to find Caleb video-calling his dad ]

Salesman At The Day Of The Parade / Rogue Wave [ Clay walks through school ]

Half Gate / Grizzly Bear [ Justin’s friends sit in the waiting room at the hospital ]

Washing Of The Water / Peter Gabriel [ everyone visiting Justin ]

Believe / Amen Dunes [ Clay talks to Justin in hospital ]

Unbelievers / Vampire Weekend [ graduation ends ]

On the Floor / Perfume Genius [ graduation ]

Here Comes a Regular / The Replacements [ the group bury Hannah Baker’s tapes ]

Take Care / Beach House [ Clay looks out at the town after burying the tapes ]

Half Light II (No Celebration) / Arcade Fire [ Clay packs for college ]

Trouble / Lindsey Buckingham [ ending credits ]

Alex亲了Zach的时候我吃了一惊；Charlie亲了Alex的时候我吃了一惊…果然关于青少年的美剧最后的走向都是绯闻女孩吗…Clay终于对Ani说了一句我一直想说的话：When are you gonna stop trying to run people’s lives!!

Justin 和 Jessica是我最喜欢的一对了，然后Justin结局竟然死了，我真的是……

说回正经的，这部剧第一季真的是好看的不行，我是熬夜看完了13集，根本停不下来，还因此去看了原著，原著也是写得非常精彩。第二季就开始走下坡路了，不过也还是可以的，第三季简直难以忍受，最终季似乎又好了一点。第八集学生反抗警察和在校园里建起来的”police state“对我来说算是全剧的高潮和最有意义的地方，然而最终的主题还是落到了love上，我不是批评这个话题不够宏大，但是“爱”只是千千万万人生中的一种体验吧。除了第一季和第二季真正在映射美国社会问题，第三季和第四季走向太过悬疑风，反而失去了原本深刻的现实意义。但是不得不说，第一季真的是太好看了，情节紧凑，立意深刻，悲情无奈黑暗的现实——13个人，13个Hannah自杀的原因——这13个人的性格、经历和家庭背景都是如此不同，把他们联系起来的竟然是一个高中少女的绝望自杀。哪怕是其中我们会定义为善良的人，都或多或少作了“恶”才会导致一个年轻的生命的逝去，不禁让人思考我们与恶的距离到底有多近或者多远。有时候不经意的一句话或者仅仅是事不关己的态度，都可能推动了悲剧的酝酿。或许我对后面几季的不满意是因为第一季真的太出色了吧。无论如何还是给了四分，算是给我自己追这部剧四年的体验一个好的结束！